deadendgirl06

i'm soo cold.
my furnace is broken.
some random guy is here fixing it.
i'm boredddd and hungry.
come play nintendo.

Today is so boring...and I am so bored. So I'm sitting here waiting for Jake to come over. He isn't even going to be able to stay long today because he has a doctors appointment and band practice. When he gets here we have to practice our song (which kicks ass) and then I guess we're going to record it tomorrow and put it up on the Unsung Lies site. So yeah, look for it I guess. :)

I hate when I can't spend the whole day with Jake...and I know thats a bad thing because when I go to school its going to be extra hard to be away from him. But, I feel so lucky to have him and I know that neither one of us would ever cheat on the other. I know that if I had gone to New York in October things just wouldn't be as good as they are right now.

For one, I wouldn't have had this year to spend with the one person that knows me as good as my best friend does. I wouldn't have come to the realization that Jake is indeed on of the best friends I have ever had. The only other person that can even begin to share that title is obviously Shell. Without her and Jake I wouldn't have had the courage to take this year off. I probably would have just went to school and been miserable because I know that I wasn't ready to go that far away and live on my own.

Secondly, I wouldn't have realized that some people aren't worth my time. I guess I just trusted some people too easily and in doing so I didn't realize that they were taking advantage of me and my disposition of caring for my friends. However, I'm really glad that I went through that situation because I now know who I can and cannot trust. Believe me, I love many but trust few. `

In all, I guess so far this year it has really been a journey for me. I've really come into who I am and who I want to be. I thank all my friends who helped me get here because without them, like I said I would be in school and miserable. I look forward to spending the rest of this year with the people whom I love so much and mean the world to me. I want to share everything with these people, and when I do go to school, I know that they will support me on the decisions I make about it.

I don't really know how this post got to be so philosopical but whatever. I'm really sorry if you took the time to read this cause I'm sure that it really bored you. But, thanks. Thanks for your time, and if you are one of the people whom I lovingly call my friend, thank you for being here with me. You don't know how much of an impact you make on me every day.

So today Jake and I finished writing our song that we've been working on and I have to say its really good. With the flow of creativity, Jake even managed to write a new song for his solo project and again I have to say it is REALLY good.

Anna and I are going to the cafe tomorrow I believe. That cafe is so totally random, but whatever it should be fun. Bethany and Jake might come along if they are home...and then it will be a party.

Also, to whom it may concern...get over YOURSELF. I'm not the one continually checking YOUR LJ...or whatever else. I could care less about you because guess what? You mean shit to me. Keep reading my stuff... its cute, really it is.

So first let me just say that the other night was one of the funnest nights I've had in a really long time. We just hung out in Bellevernon and did stupid stuff but it was a complete and total blast. I guess its cause I was with a lot of my favorite people. It was me, Jake, Shell, Jon, Boots and Beth. I haven't hung out with those people all together in what seems like years. We visited Jeska at work so that was just another one of my favorite people to add to the list. Its too bad that not all of my friends get along so that I could hang out with ALL of them together because I think that would be really rad.

So, at any rate...tonight is The Keyworks show in Charleroi at Club Octane and I'm super excited. I haven't seen them play in while and Jessica, Karen, Jimmy, Beth, Tay Tay, and Jeska will all be there so it should be awesome. I actually have to go get Jeska soon so I'm going to bring this to a close and just say that I wish Michelle were coming but shes a little slut and is in Florida. Ahhhh what am I going to do without her this whole week????

So my myspace was hacked yesterday, by Heather Salko, yes thats right. You may know her, she is very fat and disgusting. Anyway, I knew she was going to do it so I just saved all my crap a few weeks ago and made a new one today. It must suck for her because, 1. My new one is exactly the same as my old one, only better. 2. I sent her some awesome "love letters ;)" and 3. I reported her for idenity theft. Yay I win.


In other news, Michelle Jake and I all went to Bob Evans today and some other random places. It was cool I guess because everyone but me has been sick, so this is the first time we were out together haha. Blahhh I'm boring. Sorry.

Ok...so I'll admit last night was fun. Usually we have to beg Brian to hang out because normally if he does his fat beast of a girlfriend freaks out. However, last night it was different. Honsetly I was just about to give up on asking him to hang out at all, after band practice Jon, Jake and I planned to go out for Chinese and (wtf) Brian asked if he could come too. Now, you have to understand we ask this kid to hang out on a daily basis...he never does. He used to hangout with us all the time until AngLIEna Vagina came along. So anway we go to Uniontown last night to eat at that China-Wok place and after we're seated Brian pulls out a Tupperware container. Basically we all just look at the kid like "Did he for real bring tupperware to a buffet?" We probably laughed for 10 minutes staright. By the end of the night that container almost wouldn't close, thats how jampacked full of Chinese Chicken it was. May I just add that the only thing Jon will eat at this place is donuts, white rice and potatoes. But at any rate after we ate we stopped at Target to get a DVD and of course had to mess around with the cheap music equipment. All in all aside from the rainy drive home it was a pretty sweet night. It makes me hate Brians thing he calls a girlfriend even more because I realize how much I miss hanging out with him.